“Remember the day when we first met? I do.
I remember the sunshine and the sound of the creek as it rolled by.
I remember your tears.
I saw your pain, your confusion.
You lost all hope that day, remember?
But you called out to me, remember that? You called out through the tears. Your words were barely audible, but I heard them.
And when you were out of words and out of tears remember how I held you?
Remember the peace we shared that day – sweet, heavy, lingering?
Did you hear the angels in heaven rejoicing that day? I did. I remember it like it was yesterday.
You began reading my letters afterwards, remember that?
You couldn’t put them down. You hung on my every word. Sometimes you smiled and sometimes you cried and sometimes you just sat there in silence holding my letter to your heart. Do you remember?
Can I just say that I miss you? Can I say that that time was special to me? That everyday I looked forward to our time together?
I loved how you forgot to eat sometimes and how you let chores go undone you were so intent on reading and rereading my letters.
Remember that one day when you never even got out of bed – you just read my letters over and over again as the day slipped into evening? I remember.
Can I just say that I miss you?”
I was washing dishes one day when God spoke these words to me. Whispered is more like it. I do remember those days, how long ago now? Why is so easy to slip into a routine that leaves God waiting? At the end of yet another day, when the tyranny of the urgent screamed louder than that still, small voice of my Savior, guess which voice I responded to? I am not proud of this. I purpose daily to do differently. Perhaps you do too.
Whatever the concerns of our life, however, pressing they may be, putting Jesus first, changes our perspective. Problems lose a little of their power to dominate our thoughts and peace has a chance of prevailing in our lives. In that peace, we can find a clarity we may miss when our thoughts are primarily on the problem. Problems come and go, pain, sickness, relationship issues, financial problems, these are sometimes part and parcel of our lives, but they don’t need to be the dominating factor in our lives. Jesus knows our need, our wants, our deepest, sometimes unspoken hopes and He says to seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness (His way of doing things) and ALL these things shall be added unto us.
I do remember, Lord, when You were my highest priority. I remember hating to put Your word down, looking forward to every minute I could spend with You. I want to return to You in that way, forgive me and help me, I pray. Thank You for being faithful to me even when I am not faithful to You. As I seek to put You first, I will rest in the knowledge that You know the need, and are willing to provide for me. I am grateful. Amen.
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